I seriously don't know what I'm writing now.

Bleh, so here I am back after one year.
I am just too lazy to check my blog.
I don't even know what I'm writing now.
After my blog got deleted, I decided to use this account.
Say, what do you feel when you're best friend starts to hate you?
I mean, you've been together like forever and love her so much that you can't even forget about her even for a second?
Well, it's painful. No matter what you may say about this, I still think it's painful.
Well sorry for being sentimental all of the sudden but I can't resist myself from writing this.
I am NOT going to tell her that I wrote this. She can guess who I'm talking about now.
What? Just because we're in different school, I'm acting like a total bitch, getting new friends and enemies and other stuffs related doesn't mean that I've forgotten her.

This is me when I think of her

Heh, I don't care what I did to her. I am NOT apologizing this time. I don't care if she apologizes but I doubt she would. Her ego wouldn't let her do such a thing. Well so do I!
I always have a pride that I want to protect and there is NO way I'm going to apologize. Even though she said sorry but now, I don't care.
She can go to hell if she wants to. That's what she chose.
Mess around with me and you're dead. I can find other people that understands me and have the same interests with me. I can do all of it myself. I don't need you any more. I'll forget about everything.
I hope that she won't regret what she did.
But her birthday is just around the corner, what should I do?
Say sorry and happy birthday? Will she really accept that?
I don't know. I'll think about it later, I guess.
Anyway, enough with me chit-chatting for now. I'm tired.
Ciao, bastards.